27 august

i've changed.
change to someone who is pessimistic who loses self confidence easily who always tries to cover up his emotions with a smile or just expressionless.
the emotional torture may sometimes be quite a feat for me...
maybe i pms? haah....

friends... do i think too highly of myself? do i suspect too much?
always feel that i am never true to most of my friends although i try to...
cant get close to people..maybe i am close but i never felt so except for old friends....whats up with me... maybe i am just stressed...
stressed...

nevermind... there may be a day i just get use to all this... or maybe a better turn for me? anyway the main piroity now is to study, get to j2.